Thursday, February 5, 2009

LAST DAY IN PHOENIX

So, today is the day.  It is so strange how our emotions can play havoc with us.  I am feeling so many different emotions today.  Part of me wants to cry because I know that the next time I see my granddaughters they will be so different.  The fact that I will miss being with them and watching them grow can almost be overwhelming.  But, people do it every day.  I will survive,  I will treasure the memories and look forward to the next time that I get to see them.  One good thing about this computer age we live in, is that I will see pictures constantly and can even see them when we talk on Skype.  So, that is cool.  I am so fortunate that I have been able to spend this time with all of them.  SO, SHAKE IT OFF CRY BABY!!!!


On the other hand, I am excited that I will get to hug my honey tomorrow afternoon.  I am surprised that he has missed me so badly.  I have missed him too but I have had distractions here.  Namely, one Olivia Mae and Sarah Rose:)  I am looking forward to seeing everyone at home.  I have missed them.  I am kind of anxious to see how my plants have grown.  What a dumb thing, ha!  You have to know that after mom died I spent all of my time outside working in the yard like a crazy woman.  Loosing mama and Ronda was so difficult for me.  I really enjoyed digging in the earth and planting new things.  

Yesterday I spent the morning out in Chris and Aimee's front yard, trimming, raking, etc.  I really enjoyed that.  They have bird of paradise plants which I really like.  I think I'll have to plant one at home.  They also have the most beautiful rose bush.  I'll take a picture and post it.  

So, tonight will be a special night.  I bought a birthday gift for the 3 year old.  Her birthday is the 13th.  She is nuts about Dora so I bought her a Dora doll and book.  I'm gonna give it to her tonight.  I also bought the girls valentines and some heart candy.  Ok, grammy is spoiling them a bit.  I will really miss those girls.  I love them.  They have touched my heart and I will always have a special feeling about them. 

Enough, my posts are too lengthy.  My next post will be from the east coast.  

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