So, today is the day. It is so strange how our emotions can play havoc with us. I am feeling so many different emotions today. Part of me wants to cry because I know that the next time I see my granddaughters they will be so different. The fact that I will miss being with them and watching them grow can almost be overwhelming. But, people do it every day. I will survive, I will treasure the memories and look forward to the next time that I get to see them. One good thing about this computer age we live in, is that I will see pictures constantly and can even see them when we talk on Skype. So, that is cool. I am so fortunate that I have been able to spend this time with all of them. SO, SHAKE IT OFF CRY BABY!!!!
On the other hand, I am excited that I will get to hug my honey tomorrow afternoon. I am surprised that he has missed me so badly. I have missed him too but I have had distractions here. Namely, one Olivia Mae and Sarah Rose:) I am looking forward to seeing everyone at home. I have missed them. I am kind of anxious to see how my plants have grown. What a dumb thing, ha! You have to know that after mom died I spent all of my time outside working in the yard like a crazy woman. Loosing mama and Ronda was so difficult for me. I really enjoyed digging in the earth and planting new things.
Yesterday I spent the morning out in Chris and Aimee's front yard, trimming, raking, etc. I really enjoyed that. They have bird of paradise plants which I really like. I think I'll have to plant one at home. They also have the most beautiful rose bush. I'll take a picture and post it.
So, tonight will be a special night. I bought a birthday gift for the 3 year old. Her birthday is the 13th. She is nuts about Dora so I bought her a Dora doll and book. I'm gonna give it to her tonight. I also bought the girls valentines and some heart candy. Ok, grammy is spoiling them a bit. I will really miss those girls. I love them. They have touched my heart and I will always have a special feeling about them.
Enough, my posts are too lengthy. My next post will be from the east coast.
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